Tõde

The truth

Pragu

Täna hommikul ma avastasin, et mu mõmmi ja kakusese pildiga taldrikul on suur pragu sees. See tegi mind nii kurvaks. Võiks ju arvata, et üks täiskasvanud inimene ei peaks enam olema nii morjendatud ühe taldriku (peaaegu-)purunemisest, aga see on ikkagi mõmmi ja kakukesega, kust pealt ma väiksena putru sõin ja oleks kurb seda ära visata. Võib-olla ma peidan selle ära, et poisid seda kätte ei saaks ja kogemata selle pealt ei sööks ja võtan välja ainult erilistel puhkudel...

Võib-olla ma ei tohiks asjadesse nii palju kiinduda. Nagu Yodagi ütles "You must train yourself to let go of everything you are afraid to lose". Anakini puhul see küll ei töötanud...

This morning I discovered a big crack in a plate that I have had since I was little. It has a picture of a bear and a bun or something like that (it's a character in a children's story) and I ate porridge from that plate for many years in my childhood. I was devastated when I found the crack. You might think that something as small as a cracked plate should not upset a grown person, but it still did. I was so sad. Maybe I'll hide it now and bring it out on special occasions only so that the boys in our household wonõt eat off it by accident...

And maybe I shouldn't be so attached to things. As Yoda said "You must train yourself to let go of everything you are afraid to lose". Didn't work so well with Anakin though...

Head uut aastat!

Happy new year!